Hindi ko alam ang sagot Sa lahat ng mga tanong mo sa buhay Pero itanong mo lang Makikinig ako sa bawat salita Makikiramay sa bawat luha Nandito ako
Pangako, palagi kang may tahanan sa akin Hahawakan ko ang mga kamay mo At sasamahang hanapin ang mga sagot Sa bawat sulok at bawat dulo Magka sugat-sugat man tayo
Kung pagod ka na Ang alok ko’y kapahingahan Lalaban ng magkasama Hanggang malaman natin na Wala pala ang sagot sa mundo Kundi nakatanim ng malalim sa puso Hindi na kailangan pang lumayo
Buksan ang iyong dibdib Na napalambot ng paglalakbay Ilabas lahat ng tanong Sa tahanan ng iyong puso Pakinggan mo at unti-unting huminahon Tahan na, tahan na Naririnig ka Sinagot ka ng Pagmamahal
Answered By Love
I don’t know the answers To all the questions you have in life But ask them anyway I will listen to every word I will remain through every tear I’m here
Promise, you will always have a home in me I will hold your hands And be by your side to find the answers Through every corner and every dead end Even if we get wounded in the process
When you get tired I offer myself as a resting place We will fight our battles together Until we realize that The answer is not in the world But planted deep within our hearts We didn’t need to go far
Open up your chest Softened by the journey Let all your questions out In the home of your heart Listen and slowly calm down It’s okay, It’s okay You’re being heard You were answered by Love
I originally wrote this tula (poem) in Filipino. I tried my best translating the words and feelings in English. I hope the message comes across the same. For the ones who have been searching for so long. For the ones who feels heavily burdened by with life. I hope that you find a home to come back to. Whether that home is a person or a place, I sincerely pray, especially as the year ends, that you come to a home where you are welcomed, appreciated, and loved. May each of us find our way home.
Today is Sunday (at the time of writing), and I’m now on the 7th day of my self-quarantine having traveled from a country with confirmed cases. I’m not showing any symptoms so don’t worry! It’s a little bothersome for me that I’m holed up inside our house, mostly staying in my bedroom, with the occasional trip downstairs to eat meals and use the bathroom. I know, this will be the new normal for me, for everyone, as long as the worldwide quarantine is still being enforced – we better follow!
Life was fast paced for me as the calendar rolled from February to March. I was living from responsibility to responsibility, and worry to worry with all my plans lined up in front of me. I was in execution mode, hyping and constantly reminding myself of my “to-dos”.
“Ok man, here’s what we’re gonna do today: Quit procrastinating! Prepare training materials! You need to deliver your tasks today! Attend that important meeting this afternoon! Leave early else you won’t make it to your weekly prayer meeting! You have choir practice in the office AND band rehearsals at the studio tonight! Attend Bible Study! Keep yourself healthy! Get ready for an upcoming talk! Ready the script and documents for the retreat! Reach out to people, keep them in the fold! Pack your bags for your trip outside the country! Eat! Sleep! Sanitize! Exercise! And, oh! before going to bed, Overthink! And overthink about overthinking!”
Gift of Rest and Action
A sudden change of pace happened as I started my self-quarantine. After a very busy month, I was able to pause and breathe as the whole city goes into a community quarantine. I don’t want to discount the negative things this disease has done to the world but with all the hope and optimism I have, I choose to see it as a gift.
It’s a gift that’s hard to appreciate (-having disrupted and taken many lives) but it has allowed, for most of us, to slow down, stop, rest, and listen. It has also given us back time to do the things that we want to do but can’t in our regular lives. It’s as if mother nature pressed a reset button so the world and everything in it can put itself back together and heal.
We are now given more opportunities to reconnect with our loved ones, eat uninterrupted meals with our families, and reach out to old friends. We now have more time to rest and let our bodies heal from lack of sleep, stress, and fatigue. We can now listen more intently to your heart’s desires, to the thoughts that bothers you, and to events happening around you, and put things into perspective. Most importantly, we can now set aside more time for prayer and rekindle our relationship with God.
Taking a moment to rest is good, but rest should always be followed by action. We may not be allowed to go out of our houses but we can still move in ways that will help people, especially the ones risking their lives in the front lines.
What can we do?
Follow the rules for the quarantine
Write uplifting stories and hopeful songs
Affirm people making an effort in combating the disease
Share good news (not fake ones) and spread reliable information
Donate to organizations and causes that aids in eradicating the pandemic
Pray for the front liners and the people responsible for making decisions
These are only some of the ways we can extend our help outside our homes. Let’s do our best to flatten the curve.
We are all in this together. We are now healing together. We have been cooped up in our houses for so long with little to no human touch that I can’t wait for that day when we hear from the morning news, the words “Last case of COVID19 has recovered”. I can only imagine the joy of people running out of their houses all over the world, celebrating outside, hugging the first person they see so tight, tears streaming down their faces, feeling the warmth of a person’s touch.
What’s happening right now can be overwhelming. To take it all in and deal with the uncertainty of not being able to know what’s gonna happen tomorrow can cause a lot of doubt, confusion, and anxiety. It’s ok to feel this way. Wherever you are right now, and whatever you’re feeling I can assure you, it’s all going to be ok in the end we only need to be still.
“And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love Him according to His purpose” Romans 8:28
Friend, may your faith increase today. Allow yourself to be held. Trust that no tear, no worry, no sigh, and no struggle is left unheard by God and everything you’re going through is not wasted. God is close to the brokenhearted and hears the cry of His people. He hasn’t turned His back and left you, but He is with you, beside you, above you, behind you, and around you. He is blessing you right now with peace beyond understanding.
We don’t have to worry about what’s going to happen tomorrow because he’s already been there. He has seen the healing take place. There’s no need to be afraid for He already knows what’s up, He’s not shaken, He’s not surprised. We will be able to see each other again, we can do hi-fives again, and interact with people again. No more hiding inside our houses as the day of breakthrough comes.
Right now is a time for us to fix our eyes on God and lean on him for hope for his promise of his faithfulness, joy, strength, and peace.
I believe this will be over soon and I’m so excited to see you!
We are all in a season where we can rest and take action on things that we can control. We have been given many gifts and opportunities this season and the only thing left to do is open them with gratitude. Remember that you’re not alone, the whole world is in this together. It’s OK to be overwhelmed, but don’t be discouraged and put our hope in a God who never fails.
What other gifts are you being invited to open during this quarantine? (Did you receive the gift of forgiveness? The gift of time? The gift of rest?)